In the end, it's not about winning

Written May 15, 2011

I went to a workshop with Jerry Colonna and Ann Mehl yesterday called Disappearing into the Fire: Surviving the Startup Life. It was phenomenal. One of those times when you stop and realize that you're exactly where you're supposed to be.

As amazing as I think Jerry and Ann are, what I found so interesting about the workshop was the fact that the other people there were the real teachers. I learned more from this group of strangers in 6 hours on a Saturday than I could possibly have gotten out of a 1-1 coaching session. The fear, anxiety, overwhelm, excitement, energy, passion, etc. was palpable in the room from the very beginning. Knowing that I am not alone in this was worth every penny of the steep admission price.

I took a lot of notes about the questions and ideas that came up as I was listening to Jerry, Ann, and the group. I was surprised at how much I learned about myself through the stories of others. Creating an environment where people feel free to share their feelings is a gift; one for which I have a deep respect. This workshop reminded me of the leadership camp I went to in high school - something I've craved for over a decade and an experience I intend to recreate in a later stage of my life.

My main goal in attending the workshop was to prepare myself for diving into the deep end of entrepreneurship. There are a lot of sharks in the water (a lesson I've already learned the hard way) and I need to be ready to face them with courage and conviction. In the end, it's not about winning, but survival. As long as I have a roof over my head and a couple dollars in my pocket I know I'll be just fine. Because I'm ready and willing to work hard - whether at my own tech startup or bagging groceries - I feel like there's no such thing as risk. The real challenge is to enjoy the ride.

For more context on the workshop, check out Jerry's blog post on Disappearing into the Fire.